"ren qing wei"...

sick, is far from my thoughts now...
healthy and bright sunshine are just in front of me :-)

i was playing sick-role for many days. started with lying on the bed, calling out helplessly (yet no one help me....). with muscle pain here and there, most painful moment in my life. as if like after took many shots of liquor, mabuk whole day and continuously for the next few days... it was terrible!!!!

no doubt it was not a pleasant experience for me!

over this period, however, i experienced the warmest regards from people around me. someone will call me and give me her spiritual supports when i needed it the most. words of motivation, encouragements and loves that cured my hunger soul... my family and my friends too. "ren qing wei", something which people tends to miss it for whatsoever reasons. but i had all these while i was down. it is like a bonus in a bad luck situation...

thanks to mrs Boleh-man, and everyone :-)

bad luck...

hai, why am i so bad luck one....
initially i was thinking im getting better, with less fever and muscle pain, it should be alright for me. bah! my next-room housemate was just admitted to the ward yesterday night for dengue.

what the heck!!!

he got sick 3-4 days before me. i was joking with him about dengue before i got sick too. he noticed to have some rashes over his upper limbs yesterday, thus he went to the A&E department. his platelet level showed 50 plus (way too low) and he kena tahan ward. poor guy...

me... my today's result is 112 for platelet count. it is getting lower and lower, bad sign. tentatively i can say im having dengue also. i have to repeat the test tomorrow, if it is less than 100 then i will have to admit. shit!!!

now, all depends on my immune system. if they are strong enough to fight for me, otherwise 'jia lat' lorrrr....

im sick.....

oh my god... i have been sleeping most of the time for the past two days. with high grade fever, chills and rigors, muscle pain, retro-orbital pain, nausea and lethargy. practically i feel like dying....

what is my problem?
im having viral fever. to rule out dengue. woooo, it sounds scary...
anyway i had a blood test done in hospital just now, my platelet count was 154 (at low normal level). the doctor in-charge requested me to repeat the test on tuesday. if the platelet level shows decreasing in trend, bad news then... its dengue.

hai, why am i so bad luck one....

do u blog?

why do people blog?
for some, it is a good medium for them to stay anonymous and to show off their ability and capability to bombard/shrew/wreck anyone. it sounds like a coward's act....
others, it is a diary basically. but more to that is worldwide publication, hence there is no more secret. however some of them do really enjoying sharing their private life to others, who knows???
as for me, im doing it just for my love one.... no other reasons.

enough said. (fullstop)

for long time, i would like to express myself in order to let other people to understand me. somehow, im not really that type of person well enough to mask myself truly to others. in other words, people seem like dont really understand me! any problem with my personality? maybe....
the solution, i use my words to prove me right.

i dont know how many of you all have read or still reading my ranting (did i?)... but i hope somehow you will get to know me better. get the point???
yet it does entertain your day after reading them :-) i wish...

the most important one, still is my mrs Boleh-man...
these all are just for you.

18SX joke....

real story....
it was a joke and actually happened four months ago, however my group members just brought it up again today. just reminded me, we actually can learn something from it...

to start with, abit of science teaching...
the enterobacter is supposed a bacteria commonly found in the intestine, i.e. small/big intestine, rectum and anal region. there was an incidence where two female students (yes, they are girls...) were found to have enterobacter (the bacteria...) in the oral cavity during one of the screening tests.
does it ring your bell????
hmmmmm... what is the connection between it???

in my not-so-rocket-science analysis, ehemmmmm. it sounds like someone put 'something' into the 'downthere', then the girl put her mouth into the 'something'. and it just happened that both of them did the same thing. bingo!!! does it make sense????
eeewwlllll......

the moral of the story - never mix it!!! (get what i mean???) woahahahahah....
sorry, with no offence to the two girls...

anyway, the story is real but not my hypothesis. cheers :-)

busy.........

for the past few days and upcoming many days, i will be very busy with my portfolios writting. these all are just full of bullshits. just so crappy that i have to finish all the 14 portfolios in order to pass the final viva. at the end, i will be justified just based on my write-ups. holllyyyy shit!!!!!

hai, whatever...........

these are another round of photos, of my friends again. i selected and edited, at last, after many days. well, i was just too lazy to do it....











out of your curiosity, one of my friends was the Miss "dont-know-what" chinese beuty-queen 2nd runner-up not so long ago. (it is a quite prestige beuty contest in malaysia k) cheers :-)

mr Boleh-man is still disappearing from the photo :-)

to my dad...

happy father's day.
i really hope that you can be able to hear this...

all these while, you were the one to encourage me to take up the subject/interest that i want. you were the one who supported me, guided me to the right tract. we shared the happiness and the sad moments together. you, together with mum, complete the value of family in my heart...
after uncountable days, with hopes of miracle, i still wish that i can see you awake from your looong 'sleep'.

dad... it hurts whenever i think of you:- (

what does family mean to you?
to me, "Father And Mother I Love You....."

wtf!!!

heck! i think i have been spending too much time doing unnecessary, not-so-important things....

shit!!!!!

arhhh!!!!!

i need more time.... precious time, please.
why ah why am i so lazzzzy....

junjun...

isnt it handsome?
as the name, in chinese means "lengchai" leh... no, it should be "leng guai". ahahaha...



spot the differences of these two lovely "guai kong" :-)

yanyan...

"i have new name... i am yanyan!"



after had dinner with lettuce, i took "him" out for 'a walk'. observe at his right mouth angle, still got the residual from his dinner.
how adorable... :-)