surgery, tak nak!!!

very tired!!!.....
i was thinking after O&G posting i should have better life, it means more relaxing on the surgical posting. in reverse, i think i am much busier (and suffer more...) than the previous one!
how come leh!!!???

those surgeons are trained to stand for long hours, but i am not! just wondering how do they adjust themself to stand still, not even moving or shaking their legs. wonderful... however for us, those students, we were like constantly 'exercising' our legs. the pain is just... untoleratable (at least for me...) especially after third hour of standing.

third day already, i have been standing longer and longer on each day. with doing the ward works, clerking patients and the worst is during following the specialist round. hey, at least 3 hours of standing (and listenning to their stories). mana boleh tahan!!! most of the time, my mind will just automatically shut down after an hour. then reboot during questioning, if cant answer it then i need to 'press' the reset button. *woahahaha...

what a doggie life as a student... (not again!)

not finish yet... then come to my lecturer. if u think im entitled as "mr lor" ("sor"), the best yet to come... my surgeon is the best candidate. he can just talks without stopping for hours. the best part is, he has 'gajah-punya' memory. something like a walking-medical-dictionary... just that toooo "lor soh"! tak boleh tahan....

hai... four more weeks to finish this. fast fast lar, going to mati liao lor...:-(

tribute to Nikkor AF-S 18-70mm f3.5-4.5...

so sad to say farewell to my lens... (its one of the camera's components anyway.)



my first lens...

it gave me the first taste of the DSLR. (by the way, it stands for Digital Single Lens Reflex. aka 'pro' camera lor...) nonetheless i managed to utilise it to the maximum...
the photography is just an expensive hobby.
subsequently i will have endless spending on getting more gadgets... (i can foresee it) hai, it is just the real senario of the photography. we grow (for skills) with the wallet getting thinner... (pokkai!!!)

anyhow im rm650 richer now... (*what the heck!) after selling the lens. and im waiting for my next purchase on my new lens... soon, very sooooon!

SUNSHINE....

after days and hours of agony, i met my love one... (yipeee!!!)

wah!! it was just like a moment of .... (let me think, how to describe it??) absolutely happiness, and "xing fu" (i think it is the most appropriate one!) to meet her. the feeling was just magical... her smiles, sleepy face and angry gestures (hah! stay cool girl..) heal my hunger of love from my love one.
mrs Boleh-man, you are just my wonderful companion...

after departure, i received an message from my love one.
"you are my SUNSHINE..."
am i??? it reminds me of the moment a year ago... from total strangers, to become lovers. God knows, it is just miracle to me.
dear angeline, thank you for bringing all these to my life.

"there is always sunshine after dark..." remember :-)

24

it is not the title of famous US series (if you watch ASTRO AXN)...
though it is my lucky number:-)
and the truth is...
...... i have 24 hours more to meet my love one...

so true that these 24 hours are so tormenting, tearing my skin and meat piece by piece... wondering if im still in one complete piece after these 24 hours??? anyhow im still waiting for it patiently, with fingers crossed *hahaha*

today, is my final day of the Obstetrics and Gynaenecology posting. the hardest block for the whole medical life (some said...). and i did my last delivery today with some emotion... why??? in my mind, it was my last try before i end my student status. next time, i will be doing it as a real doctor...
shouldnt it be better then???
sounds good, however "with more power, comes with more responsibility". i wonder whether i will still be this passionate to do this job as what im doing now... for me, im pushing it so hard, (really hardworking, for this posting) because i really like it. with sleepless nights, sitting and waiting there... the passion, and the joy whenever seeing life to be brought to this world, is speechless... furthermore with my hands. it is how i enjoy delivery (of babies), being the first one who touches them... (no spanking their butts, as shown in the movies... ok!!)
in total of 16 deliveries i did for the past four weeks, plenty of stiches i did on the mothers. experience, that counts. and im getting more and more confidence to deal with the situation. it makes me feel even better when the nurses praised of my skill... it cures the pain of my legs, the uncountable time that i spent in the labour room.

Bravoooo... and cheers for the mothers.
'because of you, i learn....'

*anyway, i can rest now... woahahaha!!!*

one down, one more to go...

yet another day for me...

my six-month-life in batu pahat will be facing two, and only these two major exams. both in the form of viva, ie talk 'cock' type lor... (since im a mr "lor", it should be no problem right...) and i supposed to have one of the vivas today, but my name was brought forward to yesterday due to some 'unforeskin circumcision'....

hai.... firstly i got shocked!!!

what!!!
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so fast... and i didnt really prepare for it yet, as mentally i was thinking i got one more day to prepare.

heck! and i decided to agree with the NEW arrangement. rushed home to study what i should and did the last minute job.

woahahaha... as im a mr "lor" ("so"), i was just talking non-stop and answering those questions from the lecturers... fuiyo....

thats it... one down, and one more (exam) to go!

but that one will be the real major one... hmmm.....

a picture says thousand words...

yet another picture of myself with mrs Boleh-man...



five more days to go.... for us (of course with mrs Boleh-man) to meet again. hehehe....
why the time seems to flow so slowly now...???

tik tok.. tik tok...

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haiyo... still so slow!!!
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faster lar....

come come coming!

i love you....

it is time for me to write something for my love one, mrs Boleh-man.



"every step i have taken in my life since i first met you, i have taken in the hope of bringing myself closer to you."

i love you so deeply... more than anything else in this world!

something about vibrator...

one day, not so far from here, there was a guy (my friend lar, real one) went to a computer shop. he went in and picked one "lenglui" at the counter and asked her, (all conversation supposed in Mandarin)

"lenglui, got the joystick for playing game or not?"

the so-called lenglui replied,

"got got, which type?"

"good one lor, jangan main tengah jalan rosak!"

"ok ok, this one ok one. sure boleh pakai, till you die."

upon paying the item, my friend asked her to test it. but she replied,

"no need one lar... many people bought it with no complain. sure can one."

then my friend still not satisfied with her answer, (with blur face)

"can vibrate one or not? if cannot, I WILL BRING IT BACK AND VIBRATE YOU..."

my other friend and i were laughing madly behind.... i think he didnt know the real meaning behind, same as the salesgirl... the poor salesgirl was just smilling.

at the end, he went back to the shop twice because of the vibration problem. but he didnt vibrate the girl.

anyway we all still laugh at the incident....

my little "oh lang"...

whenever i have the chance to go back to my hometown, i will meet him.
without fail, he brings joys and noise to my house...

who is he???



a little one...



he is my best model of photography, yet a challenging one. he likes to move around!!! and never stay put for you to focus.



when he was small, i think he was abit more darker. that is reason why he has a nickname (given by me... hehe), the "oh lang" a.k.a. darkie. somemore he was so fat and cubby, as for your information his birth weight was 4.0kg (can consider as big-size baby)...



he sent a clear message to you guys...
'dont mess me up!!! otherwise i will definitely "screw" you up...'
woahahahaha....


yet he is a 'hamsap' apek... eheh, he was trying to look someone's under...


again, who is he?

my nephew.

the Da Vinci code

i think it has been a hot topic among the movie-goers... and not to mention those holy holy church-goers.
what so nice about this book?!
hah, is it really that controversial?

......


this book was given to me as a present, surprisingly... anyhow i wanted to get it since a year ago, after being told by my friends about its good reviews. however no time lar...
since the movie is going to show, i decided to start reading it yesterday. after burning many hours of night oils, and plenty of palpitations (due to the high and low of the story line) i managed to finish it today!

a few questions are ringing in my head:
1. does the Holy Grail really exist till today?
2. did Jesus father a child?
3. were the hiding messages on the Da vinci's paintings real?
... and many more queries

at the end, it was just a story of conspiracies in conspiracy.
believe it or not?!

as i dont mix up the religion with the fun as a friction reader, (ahh... sorry for those religious people) i think i enjoyed the story... great!
two thumbs up for Dan Brown...

wedding....

white roses...
with the wedding anthem, the couple walks into the hall for blessing...
so nice... and so romantic.



i attended mrs Boleh-man's best friend wedding dinner at Gopeng, perak last friday. anyway it was my second time stepped into the land of Gopeng (first time. long long time ago lar.) hehe, im very sure that the town is much smaller than my parit buntar...



anyhow i became an impromptu photographer for the wedding dinner. from left at the back: sharon, mrs Boleh-man, and annie (with the dragon sounds). anchored by the newly-wed couple, charin and her hubby.



the "doremi"... advertised for colgate:-)



cheers for the newly-wed couple...
(the killing-smile from charin, fully expressed 'xing fu' in her heart...)



(as i was just an volunteered, unpaid and all-in-sudden photographer of the event, so i wasnt in any of the picture. next time i should leave the camera at home!!!)

my warmest regards to charin and her husband, God bless...

happy mother's day

so fast.... my one-week-break is over. so sad and hesitated to crawl back here, having my 'dull' life alone in batu pahat...
something came across my mind, i never say 'i love you' to my mum. even though it is a very common yet meaningful sentence, but i have not inherited with the words for my parents. though i have been saying it "freely" to my beloved one (no other than mrs Boleh-man), but it is just cant say it to my mum... how come leh???
hai, it was mother's day yesterday. again, i wasted the chance of confession... to her.
'actions speak louder than words.'
(as mrs Boleh-man always mention it..)
she knows that i really love her, from my actions but never say it out. having said that, i still think it is necessary (once awhile) to tell her that. so.... i will try it again next time.

to my mum, and mrs Boleh-man's mother (and the rest of mothers),
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY...
and i love you :-)

861

what the heck are these combination of numbers???
haiyo...
i was told that it is pronouced as 'yat lou FATT' in reverse (prosperous all the way in cantonese, are you sure??) i didnt even think of these... woahahaha! how come my mrs Boleh-man is so superstitious?
still, what are these?

car number plate loh!!!

mrs Boleh-man is so eager to get a new car. here she gets herself a brand new "titota" vios...



woooo! much better than the Boleh-man's PRO'Boleh'TON "rama-rama"... what ashame, myself....

okok, the numbers are GOOD! prosperity and luck mah...

family value

"ongoing of hardwork, just for a moment of rest."

even though it is just a short break, but it brings me the energy and real rest for me... this is the reason why i like home. home sweet home... to meet the ones i love, the place i am familiar with, the sound and the touch which warm me all these while... these all are just feeling, a rush of being 'xing fu' in mandarin. it is more wonderful i know that my love one (mrs Boleh-man, of course) who is waiting for me, and longing for my love...
for all these, all my hardwork is just well-worthy for all reasons. just a moment of rest, lying peacefully beside my love one will be just... wonderfulllll... and absolutely great feeling.
loving someone, is even greater when you get to the one you love is really really love you. mrs Boleh-man, i REALLY feel the love from you... the hard curves that we had gone through, will not be wasted, and it brings more meaning to our life.



when will you be part of my family????

i love you, angeline...

balik kampung's eve....

for the past many many days, i spent most of my time with this...



opsss, not the white cutie but the labtop...
aisayman....
what was i doing with this??? typing lah... i was struggling to finish two case studies to meet the due date on friday (which is tomorrow). initial i thought i won't be able to finish the second one, hah! i have done with both.
wuahahahaha... so happy now...
at least i feel my life is full of colours now. no more nightmares, no more sleepless nights, and no need to burn off all the night oils for the stupid damn reports...
however no matter how good i did for the writeup, the end result will be still...


this is my first case study...
the front page is still ok and clean, but inside.... alot of corrections. (*close face* malulah....)
so the moral of the story: just do adequately, at the end still need to do corrections...
what the heck! at least i have no more pressure on the homework now... haha

so, what should i do now???
packing... im going back to my hometown tomorrow... alone, and not with Mrs Boleh-man.
PARIT BUNTAR, here i come......

message to Mrs Boleh-man...

dear Mrs Boleh-man,



the white cutie is longing to seeing you again....
sorry for not being with you when you need me the most...
again, drink more water and get a proper rest urself. you deserve it, to rest.

with loves,
Mr Boleh-man

life as a doggie student....

well, do you think couples talk rubbish all the time??? ehhh, nope! i dont think so. if there is no rubbish talk, then there will not have the prominent and promising future... (see, we can generate revenues from the rubbish!) just kena scolded from Mrs Boleh-man, where got rubbish!!! good one lah ok...

haiyo... how come my life is just full with paperworks... *scatching my head* almost everyday im sitting in front of my computer and think... then think again how to write my reports. hey, tell you what... it seems easy, but alot of things need to be considered before writting it. dealing with life and death mah... (is it true, Mrs Boleh-man?)

i got stucked with my report again.... ishhh!!! i have to summit two reports on this friday, yet im still struggling with the first one.. die lah... (somemore i have time to write in this blog, apa macam punya orang nie...) kekekeh... most likely i wont be able to finish the second on time, need to put more makeup on my face on friday, preparing to get scolded from my big-sized doctor...

hah, mention about the big-sized doctor. here come a joke... during today's ward round, the doctor wanted to examine one of my patient's down there (you know where...). after that the patient told me, she was so scared when she met him because of his size, moreover his hand. she was so panicky when he inserted his fingers into (you know where...)... no damage done at the end, hahaha...

the beginning....
here i am, and here i start my little world....
i think this small small world should be a link between me and my dearest, since we are far apart.... (haiyo, how come leh???) yet im not an IT literate, (still kind of i know how to pronounce it, but dont know what the really heck are!!!) with my little info and small pieces of knowledge to fix this thing up and up to date of cos...
how to start leh....
let me think.... and think....

ok...

dear angeline, my love one...

i love you

(really one leh!) and ever after (giggle.....)

from your dearest shawn